The War Within

Yet another day passes by,and the long drawn war rages on.
a weary sole struggles in a land beseiged and torn
wounds still bleed,and a searing pain tears through
he tries to gather remanants from the ruins.. but alas ! all of it falls through
and then the darkness dawns,shadows take over
come tomorrow, will begin another war .. one wound will give way for another

Sounds of Darkness

My mind drowns in whirlwinds of time
Drifting away in a stream of tears and cries

Lonely, forlorn, searching for a ray of light
Clutching at the straws that swiftly flows by

Happiness fades with each moment that passes by
Memories relieve the pain of love lost in time

A trance is it, or reality glaring in the eye
Let it never end cause I‘d die before I say Good Bye ..

Dreams of Love

I see you in my dreams, in my awakening
I feel your love like a sweet reverie, forever lingering

When the cool breeze blows in mid summer night
I feel your sweet embrace, my passion set alight.

The sweet melody of your voice resonates in my mind
Restless I am or may be I am blind

You make feel numb, weak and lost
Yet I find the greatest strength in your thought

What have you done to me, what spell have you cast
Intoxicated, mesmerized, seeking a mirage in the desert

Don't stay away from me now; don't let me find you afar
Because I have longed for you long and I wish you are near

Rule the World - Take That

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away-

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

That sinking feeling..

Here I am, standing in the crossroads of life.
Gazing at the horizon in search of light
A world of reality beyond the zone of twilight
a streak of lightning in the somber blue night.

But why am I here? The answer lost in a maze
Bitter sweet memories in a veil of mist and haze
Flashes from past, in dark valleys of the mind.
Reveals the seed of this unreal time.

Ghosts of promises haunt the night
Shadows of happiness fades in light
Void Heart overflows with emotions unknown
A searing pain for the lost and bygone.

So here’s a wish upon a hstar
Forever remember the one I loved
To My God, I pray to thee
Bless the one I cared and dreamed.
For my dearest, my heart and soul
Keep me in your heart as I would always do.

Poem of random feelings

Dreams only come alive in night
Never to come true in life
Bonds between hearts are broken
Bound only for a moment in time
Wounds are never healed
The pain swept away by the tides of time
Some Feelings can never be felt again
Lost in quicksand of time
Memories of love are never forgotten
The longing lingers in heart,soul and mind

Thoughts on Life

The idea of putting my thoughts to paper was doing rounds for few days now. Finally decided to go ahead and pen down my musings (or ramblings..!).These are just an expression of my own feelings and I have no intention of any literary exploits.

My idea of life has always been very simple. Life wasn’t very eventful back in those days. I diligently followed the same monotonous routine I created for myself. But recent turn of events changed everything. What seemed well settled turned upside down. Future now seems a bit blurred…life little unreal. If it sounds a bit too sad, pessimistic then it is. I have my reasons.

Life is mostly about managing expectations. When you are young you try to keep up with your parents expectations, when you are a bit old you learn to live up to your friends expectations. Later at life comes expectations from people in your work place and last but most important of all, expectations of your loved one. The trick probably lies in how you learn to deal with all these expectations .

There are brighter sides to life as well. If you have the love of your family, you probably got everything. It is very important to care for people around you - your parents, relations and friends. These are the people who will support you when you need them the most. Their true worth is beyond any measures of value.

Talking about love in relationships, well what can you say? One moment you think you are in love with some one and have the comfort of being loved, the next moment you find yourself left alone…with a broken heart . Keep asking myself questions, is it wrong to trust some one with your love, is it wrong to take someone’s love for granted? The best answer I found, only friendship comes with unconditional love, relationship has its preconditions. So why do we keep falling in love? Knowing that one day our trust could be broken! It is probably our inherent nature, cruel conspiracy of hormones which keeps on triggering the very feeling (or “illusion”) of love. We pride ourselves as being the most intelligent of all the species on earth, yet we are most vulnerable when it comes to love...may be there isn't anything called love between a man and a women...its just natural selection at play.


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